Round Anvil Rock A Romance by Banks, Nancy Huston - I

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Round Anvil Rock A Romance

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THE GIRL AND THE BOY

The Beau­ti­ful Riv­er grows very wide in mak­ing its great bend around west­ern Ken­tucky. On the oth­er side, its shores are low for many miles, but well guard­ed by gi­ant cot­ton­woods. These spec­tral trees stand close to its brink and stretch their phan­tom arms far over its broad wa­ters, as if per­pet­ual­ly ward­ing off the vast floods that rush down from the North.

But the floods are to be feared on­ly in the win­ter or spring, nev­er in the sum­mer or au­tumn. And near­ly a hun­dred years ago, when the riv­er's shores were bound through­out their great length by primeval forests, there was less rea­son to fear at any sea­son. So that on a day of Oc­to­ber in the year eigh­teen hun­dred and eleven, the mighty stream lay safe­ly with­in its deep bounds flow­ing qui­et­ly on its way to join the Fa­ther of Wa­ters.

So gen­tly it went that there was scarce­ly a rip­ple to break its sil­very sur­face. It seemed in­deed hard­ly to move, re­flect­ing the shad­owy cot­ton­woods like a long, clear, curv­ing mir­ror which was dimmed on­ly by the breath of the ap­proach­ing dusk. Out in the cur­rent be­yond the shad­ows of the trees, there still lin­gered a faint glim­mer of the af­ter­glow's pale gold. But the red glo­ry of the west was dy­ing be­hind the whiten­ing cot­ton­woods and be­yond the dense dark for­est--reach­ing on and on to the seem­ing end of the earth--a bil­low­ing sea of ev­er deep­en­ing green. The last bright gleam of gold­en light was pass­ing away on the white sail of a lit­tle ship which was just turn­ing the dis­tant bend, where the dark­en­ing sky bent low to meet the dark­ened wilder­ness.

The night was creep­ing from the woods to the wa­ters as soft­ly as the wild crea­tures crept to the riv­er's brim to drink be­fore sleep­ing. The still air was light­ly stirred now and then by rush­ing wings, as the myr­iad paro­quets set­tled among the shad­owy branch­es. The soft mur­mur­ing of the reeds that fringed the shores told where the wa­ter­fowl had al­ready found rest­ing-​places. The sway­ing of the cane-​brakes--near and far--sig­nalled the se­cret move­ments of the wing­less wild things which had on­ly stealth to guard them against the cru­el­ty of na­ture and against one an­oth­er. The heav­iest waves of cane near the great Shawnee Cross­ing might have fol­lowed a timid red deer. For the Shawnees had van­ished from their town on the oth­er side of the Ohio. War­riors and wom­en and chil­dren--all were sud­den­ly and strange­ly gone; there was not even a ca­noe left to rock among the rush­es. The swifter, rougher wav­ing of the cane far­ther off may have been in the wake of a bold gray wolf. The howl­ing of wolves came from the dis­tance with the oc­ca­sion­al gusts of wind, and as of­ten as the wolves howled, a mys­te­ri­ous, melan­choly boom­ing sound­ed from the deep­er shad­ows along the shores. It was an un­easy re­sponse from the trum­peter swans, rest­ing like some won­der­ful sil­ver-​white lilies on the qui­et bo­som of the dark riv­er.

A great riv­er has all the sea's charm and much of its mys­tery and sad­ness. The boy stand­ing on the Ken­tucky shore was un­der this spell as he lis­tened to these sounds of na­ture at night­fall on the Ohio, and watched the ma­jes­tic sweep of its wa­ters--un­fet­tered and un­sul­lied--through the bound­less and un­bro­ken forests. Yet he turned ea­ger­ly to lis­ten to an­oth­er sound that came from hu­man-​kind. It was the wild mu­sic of the boat­man's horn wind­ing its way back from the lit­tle ship, now far away and round­ing the dusky bend. Part­ly fly­ing and part­ly float­ing, it stole soft­ly up the shad­owed riv­er. The melody echoed from the misty Ken­tucky hills, lin­gered un­der the over­hang­ing trees, ram­bled through the sigh­ing cane-​brakes, loi­tered among the mur­mur­ing rush­es--thus grow­ing ev­er fainter, sweet­er, wilder, sad­der, as it came. He did not know why this sound of the boat­man's horn al­ways touched him so keen­ly and moved him so deeply. He could not have told why his eyes grew strange­ly dim as he heard it now, or why a strange tight­en­ing came around his heart. He was but an ig­no­rant lad of the woods. It was not for him to know that these few notes--so few, so sim­ple, so art­less­ly blown by a rude boat­man--touched the deep foun­tain of the soul, loos­ing the mighty tor­rent pent up in ev­ery hu­man breast. Pity, ten­der­ness, yearn­ing, the strug­gle and the tri­umph of life,--the boy felt ev­ery­thing and all un­know­ing­ly, but with quiv­er­ing sen­si­bil­ity. For he was not mere­ly an ig­no­rant lad; he was al­so one of those who are set apart through­out their lives to feel many things which they are nev­er per­mit­ted to com­pre­hend.

When the last echo of the boat­man's horn had melt­ed among the dark­ling hills, he turned as in­stinc­tive­ly as a sun-​wor­ship­per faces the east and drank in an­oth­er mu­si­cal re­frain. The An­gelus was peal­ing faint­ly from the bell of the lit­tle log chapel far up the riv­er, hid­den among the trees. The faith which it be­to­kened was not his own faith, nor the faith of those with whom he lived, but the beau­ty and sweet­ness of the to­ken ap­pealed to him none the less. How beau­ti­ful, how sweet it was! As it thus came drift­ing down with the riv­er's deep­en­ing shad­ows, he thought of the lit­tle band of Sis­ters--an­gels of char­ity--kneel­ing un­der that rough roof; those brave gen­tle­wom­en of high birth and del­icate breed­ing who were come with the very first to take an hero­ic part in the mak­ing of Ken­tucky and, so do­ing, in the win­ning of the whole West. As the boy thought of them with a swelling heart,--for they had been kind to him,--it seemed that they were braver than the hunters, more coura­geous than the sol­diers. Lis­ten­ing to the ap­peal of the An­gelus steal­ing so ten­der­ly through the twi­light, with the strain of po­et­ry that was in him thrilling in re­sponse, he felt that the prayers then go­ing up must fill the cru­el wilder­ness with holy in­cense; that the com­ing of these gen­tle Sis­ters must sub­due the very wild beasts, as the pres­ence of the love­ly mar­tyrs sub­dued the li­ons of old.

“Ah, David! David!” cried a gay young voice be­hind him. “Dream­ing again--with your eyes wide open. And see­ing vi­sions, too, no doubt.”

He turned with a guilty start and looked up at Ruth. She was stand­ing near by but high­er on the riv­er bank, and her slen­der white form was half con­cealed by the droop­ing fo­liage of a young wil­low tree. There was some­thing about Ruth her­self that al­ways made him think of a young wil­low with ev­ery grace­ful wand in bloom. And now--as near­ly al­ways--there was a flut­ter of soft white­ness about her, for the day was as warm as mid-​sum­mer. He could not have told what it was that she wore, but her flut­ter­ing white gar­ments might have been wo­ven of the mists train­ing over the hills, so ethe­re­al they looked, seen through the gold­en green of the del­icate wil­low leaves that were still gild­ed by the af­ter­glow which had van­ished from the shad­owed riv­er. Her smil­ing face could not have been more ra­di­ant had the sun­light shone full up­on it. The dusk of evening seemed al­ways lin­ger­ing un­der the long curl­ing lash­es that made her blue eyes so dark, and her hair was as black at mid­day as at mid­night. So that now--when she shook her head at the boy--a won­der­ful long, thick, silky lock es­caped its fas­ten­ings, and the wind caught it and spun it like silk in­to the finest blue-​black floss.

“Yes, sir, you've been dream­ing again! You needn't pre­tend you were think­ing--you don't know how to think. Think­ing is not ro­man­tic enough. I have been here watch­ing you for a long time, and I know just how ro­man­tic the dreams are that you have been dream­ing. I could tell by the way you turned,--this way and that,--look­ing up and down the riv­er. It al­ways be­witch­es you when the sun goes and the shad­ows come. I knew I should find you here, just like this; and I came on pur­pose to wake and scold you.”

She pre­tend­ed to draw her pret­ty brow in­to a frown, but she could not help smil­ing.

“Se­ri­ous­ly, dear, you must stop dream­ing. It is a dread­ful thing to be a dream­er in a new coun­try. State mak­ers should all be wide-​awake work­ers. You are out of place here; as Un­cle Philip Al­ston says--”

“Then why did he put me here?” the boy burst out bit­ter­ly.

“David!” she cried in wound­ed re­proach, “how can you? It hurts me to hear you say things like that. I can't bear to hear any one say any­thing against him--I love him so. And from you--who owe him al­most as much as I do--”

The tears were very near. But she was a lit­tle an­gry, too, and her blue eyes flashed.

“No; no one owes him so much--as my­self. He couldn't have been so good--no one ev­er could be so good to any one else as he has al­ways been to me. Still”--soft­en­ing sud­den­ly, for she was fond of the boy, and some­thing in his sen­si­tive face went to her ten­der heart--“think, David, dear, we owe him ev­ery­thing we have,--our names, our home, our clothes, our ed­uca­tion, our very lives. We must nev­er for a mo­ment for­get that it was he who found us all alone--you in a cab­in on the Wilder­ness Road and me in a boat at Duff's Fort--and brought us in his own arms to Cedar House. And you know as well as I do that he would have giv­en us a home in his own house if it had not been so rough and bare a place, a mere camp. And then there was no wom­an in it to take care of us, and we were on­ly lit­tle mites of ba­bies--poor, cry­ing, help­less morsels of hu­man­ity. Where do you think we came from, David? I won­der and won­der and won­der!” wist­ful­ly, with her gaze on the dark­en­ing riv­er.

It was an old ques­tion, and one that they had been ask­ing them­selves and one an­oth­er and ev­ery one, over and over, ev­er since they had been old enough to think. The short sto­ry which Philip Al­ston had told was all that he or any one knew or ev­er was to know. The boy silent­ly shook his head. The girl went on:--

“Some­times I am sor­ry that we couldn't live in his house. You would have un­der­stood him bet­ter and have loved him more--as he de­serves. It is on­ly that you don't re­al­ly know each oth­er,” she said gen­tly. “And then I should like to do some­thing for him--some­thing to cheer him--who does ev­ery­thing for me. It must be very sad to be alone and old. It grieves me to see him rid­ing away to that des­olate cab­in, es­pe­cial­ly on stormy nights. But he nev­er will let me come to his house, though I beg and beg. He says it is too rough, and that too many strange men are com­ing and go­ing on busi­ness.”

“Yes; too many strange men on very strange busi­ness.”

She did not hear or no­tice what he said, be­cause the sound of hors­es' feet echo­ing be­hind them just at that mo­ment caused her to turn her head. Two horse­men were rid­ing along the riv­er bank, but they were a long way off and about turn­ing in­to the for­est path as her gaze fell up­on them. She stood still, silent­ly look­ing af­ter them till they dis­ap­peared among the trees.

“Fa­ther Orin and To­by will get home be­fore dark to-​night. That is some­thing un­com­mon,” she said with a smile.

To­by was the priest's horse, but no one ev­er spoke of the one with­out think­ing of the oth­er; and then, To­by's was a dis­tinct and wide­ly rec­og­nized per­son­al­ity.

“But who is the stranger with them, David? Oh, I re­mem­ber! It must be the new doc­tor,--the young doc­tor who has late­ly come and who is cur­ing the Cold Plague. The Sis­ters told me. They said that he and Fa­ther Orin of­ten vis­it­ed the sick to­geth­er and were al­ready great friends. How tall he is--even taller than Fa­ther Orin, and broad­er shoul­dered. I should like to see his face. And how straight he sits in the sad­dle. You would ex­pect a man who holds him­self so to car­ry a lance and tilt fear­less­ly at ev­ery­thing that he thought was wrong.”

She turned, quick­ly toss­ing the wil­low branch­es aside and laugh­ing gay­ly. “There now, that will set you off think­ing of your knights again! But you must not. Tru­ly, you must not. For it is quite true, dear; you are a dream­er, a po­et. You do in­deed be­long to the Ar­ca­di­an Hills. You should be there now, play­ing a gen­tle shep­herd's pipe and herd­ing his peace­ful flocks. And in­stead--alas!”--she looked at him in per­plex­ity which was part­ly re­al and part­ly as­sumed--“in­stead you are here in this aw­ful wilder­ness, car­ry­ing a ri­fle longer and heav­ier than your­self, and try­ing to pre­tend that you like to kill wild beasts, or can en­dure to hurt any liv­ing thing.”

David said noth­ing; there seemed to be no re­sponse for him to make. When a well-​grown youth of eigh­teen or there­abouts is spo­ken to by a girl near his own age as he had just been spo­ken to by Ruth, he rarely finds any­thing to say. No words could do jus­tice to what he feels. And there is noth­ing for him to do ei­ther, un­less it be to take refuge in a dig­ni­fied si­lence which dis­dains the slight­est no­tice of the of­fence. This was what David re­sort­ed to, and, bend­ing down, he calm­ly and qui­et­ly raised his for­got­ten ri­fle from the ground to his shoul­der. He did it very slow­ly and im­pres­sive­ly, how­ev­er, in the hope that Ruth might re­al­ize the fact that he had killed the buck whose huge horns made the ri­fle's rest on his cab­in walls. But she saw and re­al­ized on­ly that he was wound­ed, and in­stant­ly dart­ed to­ward him like a swal­low. She caught his rigid ri­fle arm and clung to it, look­ing up in his set face. Her blue eyes were al­ready fill­ing with tears while the smile was still on her lips. That was Ruth's way; her smiles and tears were even clos­er to­geth­er than most wom­en's are; she was near­ly al­ways quiv­er­ing­ly poised be­tween gayety and sad­ness; like a liv­ing sun­beam con­tin­ual­ly glanc­ing across life's shad­ows.

“What is it, David, dear?” she plead­ed, with her sweet lips close to his ear. “What fool­ish thing have I said? You must know--what­ev­er it was--that it was all in fun. Why, I wouldn't have you dif­fer­ent, dear, if I could! I couldn't love you so much if you were not just what you are. And yet,” sigh­ing, “it might be bet­ter for you.”

She laid her head against his shoul­der and drew clos­er to him in that soft lit­tle nestling way of hers. David looked straight over the love­ly head, keep­ing his grim gaze as high as he could. He knew how it would be if his stern gray eyes were to meet Ruth's wet blue ones. He was still a boy, but try­ing to be a man--and be­gin­ning to un­der­stand. No man with his heart in the right place could hold out against her pret­ty coax­ing. It was sweet enough to wile the very birds out of the trees. It made no dif­fer­ence that he had been used to her wiles from baby­hood up. To be used to Ruth's ways on­ly made them hard­er to re­sist. No stranger could pos­si­bly have fore­seen his de­feat as clear­ly as David fore­saw his at the mo­ment that she start­ed to­ward him. But self-​re­spect re­quired him to stand firm as long as pos­si­ble, al­though he felt the strength go­ing out of his ri­fle arm un­der her cling­ing touch. She felt it go­ing, too, and be­gan to smile through her tears. And then, sure of her vic­to­ry, she threw cau­tion to the winds--as old­er and wis­er wom­en have done too open­ly in van­quish­ing stronger and more mas­ter­ful men. She let him see that she knew she had con­quered, which is al­ways a fa­tal mis­take on the part of a wom­an to­ward a man. Smil­ing and dim­pling, she put up her hand and pat­ted his cheek--pre­cise­ly as if he had been a child.

The boy shrunk as if the ca­ress had been a touch of fire. He broke away and strode off up the hill­side with his longest, man­li­est stride. This hu­mil­ia­tion was past bear­ing or for­giv­ing. He could have for­giv­en be­ing called a dream­er--a use­less drone--among the men of clear heads and strong hands who had al­ready wrest­ed a great state from the wilder­ness, and who, through this con­quest, were des­tined to be­come the im­mor­tal founders of the Em­pire of the West. He could have over­looked be­ing spo­ken to like a child by a girl who might be younger than him­self for all he or she knew to the con­trary--though this would have been hard­er. He might even have for­giv­en that pat on his cheek which was downy with beard, had he been ei­ther younger or old­er. But as it was--well, the mat­ter may safe­ly be left to the sym­pa­thy of the man who re­mem­bers the most sen­si­tive time of his own youth; that try­ing pe­ri­od when he feels him­self to be no longer a boy and no­body else con­sid­ers him a man.

David did not know where he was go­ing or what he meant to do. He was blind­ly strid­ing up the riv­er bank away from Ruth, fair­ly aflame with the de­ter­mi­na­tion to do some­thing--any­thing--to prove his man­hood. For noth­ing ev­er makes a boy re­solve quite so sud­den­ly and firm­ly to be­come a man in­stant­ly as to be treat­ed by a girl as he had been by Ruth. Had the most des­per­ate dan­ger then come in David's way, he would have hailed and haz­ard­ed it with de­light. But he could not think of any­thing to over­whelm her with just at that mo­ment, and so he could on­ly stride on in help­less, an­gry si­lence. Ruth flew af­ter him as if her thin white skirts had been strong, swift wings. She over­took him be­fore he had gone very far, and clung to him again more than ev­er like some beau­ti­ful white spir­it of the woods wreathed in mist, with her soft blown gar­ments and her soft­er blown hair. She mere­ly wound her­self around him at first, breath­less and pant­ing. But as soon as she caught her breath the coax­ing, the laugh­ing, and the cry­ing came all to­geth­er. David kept from look­ing down as long as he could, but his pace slack­ened and his arm again re­laxed. Fi­nal­ly--tak­en off guard--he glanced at the face so near his breast. The dusk could not dim its beau­ty and on­ly made it more love­ly. No more re­sis­tance was pos­si­ble for him--or for any man or boy--who saw Ruth as she looked then. David's big rough hand was now sur­ren­dered meek­ly enough to the quick clasp of her lit­tle fin­gers, and--for­get­ting all the dar­ing deeds that he meant to do--he was led like any lamb up the hill to the open door of Cedar House.