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Eveline Mandeville The Horse Thief Rival by Addison, Alvin - CHAPTER III.

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Eveline Mandeville The Horse Thief Rival

CHAPTER III.

THE IN­VALID.

When Mr. Man­dev­ille en­tered the house, as re­lat­ed at the close of the first chap­ter, he found Eve­line ly­ing on the floor of her room, in a state of in­sen­si­bil­ity. All his ef­forts to arouse her were un­avail­ing, and leav­ing her in the care of the dis­tract­ed house­maid, he has­tened off for the doc­tor. When the stun­ning in­flu­ence was re­moved, Eve­line was still un­con­scious. A burn­ing fever was in her veins, and delir­ium in her brain. All night long the doc­tor re­mained by her bed­side, and when morn­ing at length com­pelled him to vis­it oth­er pa­tients, he left with an ex­pres­sion on his coun­te­nance, which caused any­thing but a hope­ful sen­sa­tion in the fa­ther's breast.

Days of anx­iety and nights of sleep­less watch­ing passed away, and yet the fa­ther, with pale cheeks and heavy heart, sat by the bed­side of the af­flict­ed. No moth­er had she, that kind par­ent hav­ing sev­er­al years be­fore been laid in the cold grave; and the fa­ther strove to make up for the loss as far as he could un­der­stand the ne­ces­si­ties of a sick-​room; and, in­deed, he be­came won­der­ful­ly gen­tle in his at­ten­tions. His touch was trained to be light and soft as a wom­an's, his step qui­et, and his man­ner sub­dued. He would leave the room on­ly for a few min­utes at a time, and then re­turn with an air of im­pa­tience, but it of­ten hap­pened that for hours to­geth­er he would al­low no one to share the du­ties of nurse with him, though the best of aid was al­ways at hand. And he had a rea­son for this sin­gu­lar course of con­duct. Eve­line fre­quent­ly raved in her delir­ium, and words would then fall from her lips which he would not have oth­ers to hear for the wealth of In­dia. Why? Lis­ten for a few mo­ments:

“Oh, how dark! all dark! Noth­ing but clouds! No sun, no moon, no stars! When _will_ morn­ing come? Who made it dark? Oh, God! that my fa­ther, my own fa­ther, should do this!”

Thus would the un­con­scious child talk in­to the very ear of her par­ent, of­ten wring­ing her hands and man­ifest­ing the ut­most dis­tress. Then her thoughts would take an­oth­er di­rec­tion, on this wise:

“What a load is on my heart; oh, so heavy! It weighs me down to the earth. Who will take it away? Alas, there is no one to pity me! No one will come to me and lift this great bur­den from my bo­som; and it is crush­ing the life-​blood from my heart! Hark! don't you hear the drops fall as they are pressed out? Pat­ter, pat­ter, pat­ter! Well, it will soon be over; they will see the blood; yes, and _he_, my once good, dear, kind fa­ther; oh, may he nev­er know that _his_ hand wrung it out and wrenched my heart in twain! Poor fa­ther! he knew not that he was killing me--me his on­ly daugh­ter. May he nev­er be wis­er! Ah, I am go­ing.”

She would sink down ex­haust­ed, and lay some­times for hours in a stu­por, af­ter these parox­ysms of ex­cite­ment, and the heavy-​heart­ed fa­ther of­ten feared she would nev­er rouse again. But a high­er stage of fever would awak­en her from the state of lethar­gy, and then the ears of the ag­onized par­ent would be greet­ed and his heart pierced by words like these:

“Oh, hear him, fa­ther, hear him! I know he can ex­plain it to your sat­is­fac­tion. How can Charles bear such charges? I won­der at his pa­tience and self-​com­mand. Fa­ther, fa­ther! How un­just! How cru­el! Do let him speak! Con­vinced! Yes, on what grounds? Whose word is en­ti­tled to more cred­it than that of Charles? That's it! The name--the name of the base slan­der­er. I know it is some vil­lain. Fa­ther! how _can_ you de­ny him the on­ly means of de­fense? 'Un­pleas­ant ren­counter!' yes, to the vile mis­cre­ants, no doubt. 'Con­fi­dence!' My life! isn't Charles wor­thy of con­fi­dence, too? His word alone is worth a thou­sand oaths of such heart­less slan­der­ers as those that stab in the dark! Don't get an­gry, Charles, he's my fa­ther. Nobly done! How re­spect­ful­ly he acts when so abused and in­sult­ed! All will yet be right. Ah! I'll tell him how I spurn the ac­cu­sa­tion! How my soul burns with in­dig­na­tion that his fair name should be as­sailed! I am so glad he is com­ing; I know he feels deeply the wrong--What!”

At this point the star­tled look of the poor girl alarmed the fa­ther. She bent her head, in a lis­ten­ing at­ti­tude, as if ea­ger to catch ev­ery word that was spo­ken by some one in the dis­tance. Ah, too well the wretched par­ent knew on what her thoughts were run­ning. Too well he knew where and when the blow had fall­en that smote his child to the dust--per­haps had opened to her the gate of death. A deep, sti­fled, half sigh, half groan es­caped from her lips, and she mur­mured in a hoarse whis­per:

“Fa­ther, fa­ther! you will kill your child. Oh, God! this is too much! Turned from our door! with­out a word of com­fort! How dead­ly pale he is! My own par­ent to call him 'un­wor­thy!' and then for­bid him to speak!”

At this point a shriek from her lips would lift the fa­ther to his feet, the cold drops of agony on his brow. That soul-​rend­ing cry he had heard be­fore, but it lost none of its hor­rors by be­ing re­peat­ed. Alas, it told but too plain­ly of the wreck his cru­el words had made, and he trem­bled lest on­ly the be­gin­ning of sor­rows was up­on him. How he blamed him­self for be­ing so rash and pre­cip­itate; and, as Eve­line sunk back in ex­haus­tion, the aw­ful thought kept forc­ing it­self in­to his mind:

“If she dies, I am her mur­der­er!” What a re­flec­tion for a par­ent over an al­most dy­ing child! Who can mea­sure the an­guish it cre­at­ed in his breast?

There lay his pre­cious child be­fore him, pros­trat­ed by his own act, hov­er­ing on the very brink of the grave, life trem­bling on a breath--and he, oh, he might nev­er whis­per a word of com­fort in her ear! Poor man! For all this there was no re­pen­tance in his soul; it was on­ly re­gret and re­morse--but oh, re­morse how bit­ter! Not that his be­lief was changed as to the guilt and in­no­cence of the par­ties, for he still had con­fi­dence in Duf­fel, and was ful­ly per­suad­ed of Hadley's evil in­ten­tions. He was glad that the de­signs of the lat­ter had been frus­trat­ed, but blamed him­self for the man­ner in which it had been done.

But the re­flec­tions of the un­hap­py man, whether of re­proach, sor­row, or re­gret, were end­ed for the time by an­oth­er phase in the ev­er-​chang­ing con­di­tion of the in­valid. In tones ex­pres­sive of the deep­est wretched­ness, the daugh­ter, once more arous­ing from the stu­por of ex­haus­tion, would piteous­ly ex­claim, in low, sad ac­cents, whose in­ex­press­ible woe pierced the af­flict­ed watch­er's heart as with scor­pi­on dag­gers:

“Gone! gone!--gone with­out a part­ing word or look! Gone, and my aching eyes shall be­hold him no more! Gone, and the dark­ness comes over me! Oh, this hor­rid gloom!--this load on my heart! Fa­ther! Charles! why do you both leave me in this dread­ful place?”

“Eve­line, Eve­line, my dear; your fa­ther is here; he has not left you; see, I am by you; give me your hand.”

“Did some­body call me? Who is there?”

“It is I, my child, your fa­ther. Come with me; let me lead you from this place.”

“Ah, it's a strange voice! I hoped it was dear fa­ther or Charles; but, no, no, Charles was driv­en away; he is gone for­ev­er! Oh, my poor heart!--and fa­ther, he has left me too: they are gone, and I shall die here. Oh, what will fa­ther say when he finds me dead? Well, it is best that he is away, for now he will not know that he has killed me. Poor, dear, kind fa­ther! I would so much like to say farewell be­fore I go. It might be some con­so­la­tion for him to know when I am gone that I love him still!”

Ev­ery word of these last sen­tences went to the fa­ther's heart. How strong must be that af­fec­tion which could still cling to him so ten­der­ly, though he had com­mit­ted such an out­rage up­on her feel­ings with re­gard to an­oth­er! The dis­tressed sire bowed his head and smote his breast. Then he knelt down by the bed­side and prayed. It was the first prayer he had of­fered up for years; but, oh! how earnest­ly he su­pli­cat­ed that his child might be spared to him. In his ag­onized plead­ing, so great was the com­mo­tion in his spir­it and the emo­tions of his heart, that tears, the first that had be­dewed his eyes since the death of his wife, streamed down his face. May we not hope that his prayer was heard? But the hor­rors of the sick room were not yet over. Eve­line kept sleep­ing and wak­ing, or rather, she lay in a state of stu­por or raved in a delir­ium of fever, with oc­ca­sion­al in­ter­vals of qui­et, which some­times last­ed for hours, and ex­cit­ed delu­sive hopes in the heart of the fa­ther, that she was bet­ter, on­ly to plunge him again in­to doubt and fear when the fever fit re­turned. He arose from his knees, and bend­ing over his child, im­print­ed kiss af­ter kiss, “with all a moth­er's ten­der­ness,” up­on her brow and lips. O, how re­joiced would he have been could those kiss­es have con­veyed to her an un­der­stand­ing of his feel­ings at that mo­ment! How a knowl­edge of his af­fec­tion would have glad­dened her heart! But, no; for all the re­turn man­ifest­ed, he might as well have pressed his lips to cold mar­ble. Af­ter a time, the fever re­turned in vi­olence, and she re­sumed her dis­tem­pered and bro­ken dis­course:

“Nev­er! nev­er! I will stay with you, if you wish me to; but mar­ry Duf­fel, I nev­er will! Force me to? No, fa­ther, you can­not! You may drive me from your house; you may turn me off and dis­own me, but you can­not make me per­jure my­self be­fore God at the al­tar. No, fa­ther, I will obey you in all else; in this I can­not, and will not. If I were to go and for­swear my soul in the solemn rites of mar­riage, my adored moth­er would weep over me in sor­row, if an­gels _can_ weep in heav­en. No, nev­er, nev­er!”

“My child, my dear Eve­line,” said the fa­ther, ten­der­ly en­deav­or­ing to qui­et her, “you need not fear that your fa­ther will be so cru­el”--and he laid his hand gen­tly up­on her, to as­sure her of his pres­ence; but it had a con­trary ef­fect from that he in­tend­ed; she seemed to ap­pre­hend vi­olence, and cried out:

“Help! help! They are drag­ging me away to mar­ry a vil­lain! Will no one help me? Where is Charles? Leave me! help!” She be­gan to scream very loud­ly, and Mr. Man­dev­ille knew not what to do. The doc­tor, how­ev­er, op­por­tune­ly came at this mo­ment, and ad­min­is­tered a sooth­ing po­tion, and she be­came qui­et.

This was the re­cur­ring suc­ces­sion of events in the sick cham­ber for the first ten days of Eve­line's ill­ness; then there was a change; the vi­olent symp­toms of dis­ease were re­duced, and a state of dreamy lan­guor suc­ceed­ed, with rare in­ter­vals of ex­cite­ment, and those of the mildest type; but con­scious­ness did not re­turn, and the fa­ther had the sat­is­fac­tion of know­ing that the se­crets of the place were his own. He had now but lit­tle fear that oth­ers would learn them, but this gleam of com­fort was over­shad­owed by the in­creased ap­pre­hen­sions that his child's sick­ness must prove fa­tal. In­deed, hope had al­most fled from his bo­som, but he clung with a death-​grasp to the de­sire for her re­cov­ery, if for noth­ing else, that a good un­der­stand­ing might ex­ist be­tween them. He could not en­dure the thought of her leav­ing the world un­der a wrong im­pres­sion of the _mo­tives_ by which he had been ac­tu­at­ed in the course he had pur­sued. As his long and con­tin­ued watch­ing had worn him down, he now left the bed­side fre­quent­ly to snatch a lit­tle rest, and re­cu­per­ate his ex­haust­ed pow­ers.

And where was Hadley all this time? No fond moth­er ev­er hov­ered about the cra­dle of her sick dar­ling with deep­er so­lic­itude, than did he about the res­idence of his beloved. He made friends of the nurse and maid, and from them and the doc­tor kept him­self ad­vised of her con­di­tion. Oh, how his heart ached to be by the bed­side of the suf­fer­er! How, at times, his spir­it re­belled at the in­jus­tice of the fa­ther! But when he was told of his de­vot­ed at­ten­tion, tire­less care, and deep dis­tress, he for­gave him in his heart and blessed him for his de­vot­ed kind­ness to the in­valid.

But where was Duf­fel? Let the se­quel tell.