The Education of Henry Adams by Adams, Henry - CHAPTER XIV

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The Education of Henry Adams

CHAPTER XIV

DILET­TAN­TISM (1865-1866)

THE cam­paign of 1864 and the re­elec­tion of Mr. Lin­coln in Novem­ber set the Amer­ican Min­is­ter on so firm a foot­ing that he could safe­ly re­gard his own anx­ieties as over, and the anx­ieties of Earl Rus­sell and the Em­per­or Napoleon as be­gun. With a few months more his own term of four years would come to an end, and even though the ques­tions still un­der dis­cus­sion with Eng­land should some­what pro­long his stay, he might look for­ward with some con­fi­dence to his re­turn home in 1865. His son no longer fret­ted. The time for go­ing in­to the army had passed. If he were to be use­ful at all, it must be as a son, and as a son he was treat­ed with the widest in­dul­gence and trust. He knew that he was do­ing him­self no good by stay­ing in Lon­don, but thus far in life he had done him­self no good any­where, and reached his twen­ty-​sev­enth birth­day with­out hav­ing ad­vanced a step, that he could see, be­yond his twen­ty-​first. For the most part, his friends were worse off than he. The war was about to end and they were to be set adrift in a world they would find al­to­geth­er strange.

At this point, as though to cut the last thread of re­la­tion, six months were sud­den­ly dropped out of his life in Eng­land. The Lon­don cli­mate had told on some of the fam­ily; the physi­cians pre­scribed a win­ter in Italy. Of course the pri­vate sec­re­tary was de­tached as their es­cort, since this was one of his pro­fes­sion­al func­tions; and he passed six months, gain­ing an ed­uca­tion as Ital­ian couri­er, while the Civ­il War came to its end. As far as oth­er ed­uca­tion went, he got none, but he was amused. Trav­el­ling in all pos­si­ble lux­ury, at some one else’s ex­pense, with diplo­mat­ic priv­ileges and po­si­tion, was a form of trav­el hith­er­to un­tried. The Cor­nice in vet­tura was de­light­ful; Sor­ren­to in win­ter of­fered hills to climb and grot­toes to ex­plore, and Naples near by to vis­it; Rome at East­er was an ex­pe­ri­ence nec­es­sary for the ed­uca­tion of ev­ery prop­er­ly trained pri­vate sec­re­tary; the jour­ney north by vet­tura through Pe­ru­gia and Si­en­na was a dream; the Splu­gen Pass, if not equal to the Stelvio, was worth see­ing; Paris had al­ways some­thing to show. The chances of ac­ci­den­tal ed­uca­tion were not so great as they had been, since one’s field of ex­pe­ri­ence had grown large; but per­haps a sea­son at Baden Baden in these lat­er days of its bril­lian­cy of­fered some chances of in­struc­tion, if it were on­ly the sight of fash­ion­able Eu­rope and Amer­ica on the race-​course watch­ing the Duke of Hamil­ton, in the mid­dle, im­prov­ing his so­cial ad­van­tages by the con­ver­sa­tion of Co­ra Pearl.

The as­sas­si­na­tion of Pres­ident Lin­coln fell on the par­ty while they were at Rome, where it seemed sin­gu­lar­ly fit­ting to that nurs­ery of mur­der­ers and mur­dered, as though Amer­ica were al­so get­ting ed­ucat­ed. Again one went to med­itate on the steps of the San­ta Maria in Ara Coeli, but the les­son seemed as shal­low as be­fore. Noth­ing hap­pened. The trav­ellers changed no plan or move­ment. The Min­is­ter did not re­call them to Lon­don. The sea­son was over be­fore they re­turned; and when the pri­vate sec­re­tary sat down again at his desk in Port­land Place be­fore a mass of copy in ar­rears, he saw be­fore him a world so changed as to be be­yond con­nec­tion with the past. His iden­ti­ty, if one could call a bun­dle of dis­con­nect­ed mem­ories an iden­ti­ty, seemed to re­main; but his life was once more bro­ken in­to sep­arate pieces; he was a spi­der and had to spin a new web in some new place with a new at­tach­ment.

All his Amer­ican friends and con­tem­po­raries who were still alive looked sin­gu­lar­ly com­mon­place with­out uni­forms, and has­tened to get mar­ried and re­tire in­to back streets and sub­urbs un­til they could find em­ploy­ment. Min­is­ter Adams, too, was go­ing home “next fall,” and when the fall came, he was go­ing home “next spring,” and when the spring came, Pres­ident An­drew John­son was at log­ger­heads with the Sen­ate, and found it best to keep things un­changed. Af­ter the usu­al man­ner of pub­lic ser­vants who had ac­quired the habit of of­fice and lost the fac­ul­ty of will, the mem­bers of the Lega­tion in Lon­don con­tin­ued the dai­ly rou­tine of En­glish so­ci­ety, which, af­ter be­com­ing a habit, threat­ened to be­come a vice. Had Hen­ry Adams shared a sin­gle taste with the young En­glish­men of his time, he would have been lost; but the cus­tom of pound­ing up and down Rot­ten Row ev­ery day, on a hack, was not a taste, and yet was all the sport he shared. Ev­ident­ly he must set to work; he must get a new ed­uca­tion he must be­gin a ca­reer of his own.

Noth­ing was eas­ier to say, but even his fa­ther ad­mit­ted two ca­reers to be closed. For the law, diplo­ma­cy had un­fit­ted him; for diplo­ma­cy he al­ready knew too much. Any one who had held, dur­ing the four most dif­fi­cult years of Amer­ican diplo­ma­cy, a po­si­tion at the cen­tre of ac­tion, with his hands ac­tu­al­ly touch­ing the lever of pow­er, could not beg a post of Sec­re­tary at Vi­en­na or Madrid in or­der to bore him­self do­ing noth­ing un­til the next Pres­ident should do him the hon­or to turn him out. For once all his ad­vis­ers agreed that diplo­ma­cy was not pos­si­ble.

In any or­di­nary sys­tem he would have been called back to serve in the State De­part­ment, but, be­tween the Pres­ident and the Sen­ate, ser­vice of any sort be­came a delu­sion. The choice of ca­reer was more dif­fi­cult than the ed­uca­tion which had proved im­prac­ti­ca­ble. Adams saw no road; in fact there was none. All his friends were try­ing one path or an­oth­er, but none went a way that he could have tak­en. John Hay passed through Lon­don in or­der to bury him­self in sec­ond-​rate Lega­tions for years, be­fore he drift­ed home again to join Whitelaw Reid and George Smal­ley on the Tri­bune. Frank Bar­low and Frank Bartlett car­ried Ma­jor-​Gen­er­als’ com­mis­sions in­to small law busi­ness. Miles stayed in the army. Hen­ry Hig­gin­son, af­ter a des­per­ate strug­gle, was forced in­to State Street; Charles Adams wan­dered about, with brevet-​brigadier rank, try­ing to find em­ploy­ment. Scores of oth­ers tried ex­per­iments more or less un­suc­cess­ful. Hen­ry Adams could see easy ways of mak­ing a hun­dred blun­ders; he could see no like­ly way of mak­ing a le­git­imate suc­cess. Such as it was, his so-​called ed­uca­tion was want­ed nowhere.

One pro­fes­sion alone seemed pos­si­ble — the press. In 1860 he would have said that he was born to be an ed­itor, like at least a thou­sand oth­er young grad­uates from Amer­ican col­leges who en­tered the world ev­ery year en­joy­ing the same con­vic­tion; but in 1866 the sit­ua­tion was al­tered; the pos­ses­sion of mon­ey had be­come dou­bly need­ful for suc­cess, and dou­ble en­er­gy was es­sen­tial to get mon­ey. Amer­ica had more than dou­bled her scale. Yet the press was still the last re­source of the ed­ucat­ed poor who could not be artists and would not be tu­tors. Any man who was fit for noth­ing else could write an ed­ito­ri­al or a crit­icism. The enor­mous mass of mis­in­for­ma­tion ac­cu­mu­lat­ed in ten years of no­mad life could al­ways be worked off on a help­less pub­lic, in di­lut­ed dos­es, if one could but se­cure a ta­ble in the cor­ner of a news­pa­per of­fice. The press was an in­fe­ri­or pul­pit; an anony­mous school­mas­ter; a cheap board­ing-​school but it was still the near­est ap­proach to a ca­reer for the lit­er­ary sur­vivor of a wrecked ed­uca­tion. For the press, then, Hen­ry Adams de­cid­ed to fit him­self, and since he could not go home to get prac­ti­cal train­ing, he set to work to do what he could in Lon­don.

He knew, as well as any re­porter on the New York Her­ald, that this was not an Amer­ican way of be­gin­ning, and he knew a cer­tain num­ber of oth­er draw­backs which the re­porter could not see so clear­ly. Do what he might, he drew breath on­ly in the at­mo­sphere of En­glish meth­ods and thoughts; he could breathe none oth­er. His moth­er — who should have been a com­pe­tent judge, since her suc­cess and pop­ular­ity in Eng­land ex­ceed­ed that of her hus­band — averred that ev­ery wom­an who lived a cer­tain time in Eng­land came to look and dress like an En­glish­wom­an, no mat­ter how she strug­gled. Hen­ry Adams felt him­self catch­ing an En­glish tone of mind and pro­cess­es of thought, though at heart more hos­tile to them than ev­er. As though to make him more help­less and whol­ly dis­tort his life, Eng­land grew more and more agree­able and amus­ing. Min­is­ter Adams be­came, in 1866, al­most a his­tor­ical mon­ument in Lon­don; he held a po­si­tion al­to­geth­er his own. His old op­po­nents dis­ap­peared. Lord Palmer­ston died in Oc­to­ber, 1865; Lord Rus­sell tot­tered on six months longer, but then van­ished from pow­er; and in Ju­ly, 1866, the con­ser­va­tives came in­to of­fice. Tra­di­tion­al­ly the To­ries were eas­ier to deal with than the Whigs, and Min­is­ter Adams had no rea­son to re­gret the change. His per­son­al re­la­tions were ex­cel­lent and his per­son­al weight in­creased year by year. On that score the pri­vate sec­re­tary had no cares, and not much copy. His own po­si­tion was mod­est, but it was enough; the life he led was agree­able; his friends were all he want­ed, and, ex­cept that he was at the mer­cy of pol­itics, he felt much at ease. Of his dai­ly life he had on­ly to reck­on so many break­fasts; so many din­ners; so many re­cep­tions, balls, the­atres, and coun­try-​par­ties; so many cards to be left; so many Amer­icans to be es­cort­ed — the usu­al rou­tine of ev­ery young Amer­ican in a Lega­tion; all count­ing for noth­ing in sum, be­cause, even if it had been his of­fi­cial du­ty — which it was not — it was mere rou­tine, a sin­gle, con­tin­uous, un­bro­ken act, which led to noth­ing and nowhere ex­cept Port­land Place and the grave.

The path that led some­where was the En­glish habit of mind which deep­ened its ruts ev­ery day. The En­glish mind was like the Lon­don draw­ing-​room, a com­fort­able and easy spot, filled with bits and frag­ments of in­co­her­ent fur­ni­tures, which were nev­er meant to go to­geth­er, and could be ar­ranged in any re­la­tion with­out mak­ing a whole, ex­cept by the square room. Phi­los­ophy might dis­pute about in­nate ideas till the stars died out in the sky, but about in­nate tastes no one, ex­cept per­haps a col­lie dog, has the right to doubt; least of all, the En­glish­man, for his tastes are his be­ing; he drifts af­ter them as un­con­scious­ly as a hon­ey-​bee drifts af­ter his flow­ers, and, in Eng­land, ev­ery one must drift with him. Most young En­glish­men drift­ed to the race-​course or the moors or the hunt­ing-​field; a few to­wards books; one or two fol­lowed some form of sci­ence; and a num­ber took to what, for want of a bet­ter name, they called Art. Young Adams in­her­it­ed a cer­tain taste for the same pur­suit from his fa­ther who in­sist­ed that he had it not, be­cause he could not see what his son thought he saw in Turn­er. The Min­is­ter, on the oth­er hand, car­ried a sort of aes­thet­ic rag-​bag of his own, which he re­gard­ed as amuse­ment, and nev­er called art. So he would wan­der off on a Sun­day to at­tend ser­vice suc­ces­sive­ly in all the city church­es built by Sir Christo­pher Wren; or he would dis­ap­pear from the Lega­tion day af­ter day to at­tend coin sales at Sothe­by’s, where his son at­tend­ed al­ter­nate sales of draw­ings, en­grav­ings, or wa­ter-​col­ors. Nei­ther knew enough to talk much about the oth­er’s tastes, but the on­ly dif­fer­ence be­tween them was a slight dif­fer­ence of di­rec­tion. The Min­is­ter’s mind like his writ­ings showed a cor­rect­ness of form and line that his son would have been well pleased had he in­her­it­ed.

Of all sup­posed En­glish tastes, that of art was the most al­lur­ing and treach­er­ous. Once drawn in­to it, one had small chance of es­cape, for it had no cen­tre or cir­cum­fer­ence, no be­gin­ning, mid­dle, or end, no ori­gin, no ob­ject, and no con­ceiv­able re­sult as ed­uca­tion. In Lon­don one met no cor­rec­tive. The on­ly Amer­ican who came by, ca­pa­ble of teach­ing, was William Hunt, who stopped to paint the por­trait of the Min­is­ter which now com­pletes the fam­ily se­ries at Har­vard Col­lege. Hunt talked con­stant­ly, and was, or af­ter­wards be­came, a fa­mous teach­er, but Hen­ry Adams did not know enough to learn. Per­haps, too, he had in­her­it­ed or ac­quired a stock of tastes, as young men must, which he was slow to out­grow. Hunt had no time to sweep out the rub­bish of Adams’s mind. The por­trait fin­ished, he went.

As of­ten as he could, Adams ran over to Paris, for sun­shine, and there al­ways sought out Richard­son in his at­tic in the Rue du Bac, or wher­ev­er he lived, and they went off to dine at the Palais Roy­al, and talk of what­ev­er in­ter­est­ed the stu­dents of the Beaux Arts. Richard­son, too, had much to say, but had not yet seized his style. Adams caught very lit­tle of what lay in his mind, and the less, be­cause, to Adams, ev­ery­thing French was bad ex­cept the restau­rants, while the con­tin­uous life in Eng­land made French art seem worst of all. This did not prove that En­glish art, in 1866, was good; far from it; but it helped to make bric-​a-​brac of all art, af­ter the man­ner of Eng­land.

Not in the Lega­tion, or in Lon­don, but in York­shire at Thornes, Adams met the man that pushed him fur­thest in this En­glish gar­den of in­nate dis­or­der called taste. The old­er daugh­ter of the Milnes Gaskells had mar­ried Fran­cis Turn­er Pal­grave. Few Amer­icans will ev­er ask whether any one has de­scribed the Pal­graves, but the fam­ily was one of the most de­scrib­able in all Eng­land at that day. Old Sir Fran­cis, the fa­ther, had been much the great­est of all the his­to­ri­ans of ear­ly Eng­land, the on­ly one who was un-​En­glish; and the rea­son of his su­pe­ri­or­ity lay in his name, which was Co­hen, and his mind which was Co­hen al­so, or at least not En­glish. He changed his name to Pal­grave in or­der to please his wife. They had a band of re­mark­able sons: Fran­cis Turn­er, Gif­ford, Regi­nald, In­glis; all of whom made their mark. Gif­ford was per­haps the most ec­cen­tric, but his “Trav­els” in Ara­bia were fa­mous, even among the fa­mous trav­els of that gen­er­ation. Fran­cis Turn­er — or, as he was com­mon­ly called, Frank Pal­grave — un­able to work off his rest­less­ness in trav­el like Gif­ford, and sti­fled in the at­mo­sphere of the Board of Ed­uca­tion, be­came a crit­ic. His art crit­icisms helped to make the Sat­ur­day Re­view a ter­ror to the British artist. His lit­er­ary taste, con­densed in­to the “Gold­en Trea­sury,” helped Adams to more lit­er­ary ed­uca­tion than he ev­er got from any taste of his own. Pal­grave him­self held rank as one of the mi­nor po­ets; his hymns had vogue. As an art-​crit­ic he was too fe­ro­cious to be liked; even Hol­man Hunt found his tem­per hu­mor­ous; among many ri­vals, he may per­haps have had a right to claim the much-​dis­put­ed rank of be­ing the most un­pop­ular man in Lon­don; but he liked to teach, and asked on­ly for a docile pupil. Adams was docile enough, for he knew noth­ing and liked to lis­ten. In­deed, he had to lis­ten, whether he liked or not, for Pal­grave’s voice was stri­dent, and noth­ing could stop him. Lit­er­ature, paint­ing, sculp­ture, ar­chi­tec­ture were open fields for his at­tacks, which were al­ways in­tel­li­gent if not al­ways kind, and when these failed, he read­ily de­scend­ed to mean­er lev­els. John Richard Green, who was Pal­grave’s pre­cise op­po­site, and whose Irish charm of touch and hu­mor de­fend­ed him from most as­saults, used to tell with de­light of Pal­grave’s call on him just af­ter he had moved in­to his new Queen Anne house in Kens­ing­ton Square: “Pal­grave called yes­ter­day, and the first thing he said was, ‘I’ve count­ed three anachro­nisms on your front doorstep.’ “

An­oth­er sav­age crit­ic, al­so a po­et, was Thomas Wool­ner, a type al­most more em­phat­ic than Pal­grave in a so­ci­ety which re­sound­ed with em­pha­sis. Wool­ner’s sculp­ture showed none of the rough as­ser­tion that Wool­ner him­self showed, when he was not mak­ing su­per­nat­ural ef­fort to be cour­te­ous, but his busts were re­mark­able, and his work al­to­geth­er was, in Pal­grave’s clam­orous opin­ion, the best of his day. He took the mat­ter of British art — or want of art — se­ri­ous­ly, al­most fe­ro­cious­ly, as a per­son­al grievance and tor­ture; at times he was rather ter­ri­fy­ing in the an­ar­chis­tic wrath of his de­nun­ci­ation. as Hen­ry Adams felt no re­spon­si­bil­ity for En­glish art, and had no Amer­ican art to of­fer for sac­ri­fice, he lis­tened with en­joy­ment to lan­guage much like Car­lyle’s, and ac­cept­ed it with­out a qualm. On the oth­er hand, as a third mem­ber of this crit­ical group, he fell in with Stop­ford Brooke whose tastes lay in the same di­rec­tion, and whose ex­pres­sion was mod­ified by cler­ical pro­pri­ety. Among these men, one wan­dered off in­to paths of ed­uca­tion much too de­vi­ous and slip­pery for an Amer­ican foot to fol­low. He would have done bet­ter to go on the race-​track, as far as con­cerned a ca­reer.

For­tu­nate­ly for him he knew too lit­tle ev­er to be an art-​crit­ic, still less an artist. For some things ig­no­rance is good, and art is one of them. He knew he knew noth­ing, and had not the trained eye or the keen in­stinct that trust­ed it­self; but he was cu­ri­ous, as he went on, to find out how much oth­ers knew. He took Pal­grave’s word as fi­nal about a draw­ing of Rem­brandt or Michael An­ge­lo, and he trust­ed Wool­ner im­plic­it­ly about a Turn­er; but when he quot­ed their au­thor­ity to any deal­er, the deal­er pooh-​poohed it, and de­clared that it had no weight in the trade. If he went to a sale of draw­ings or paint­ings, at Sothe­by’s or Christie’s, an hour af­ter­wards, he saw these same deal­ers watch­ing Pal­grave or Wool­ner for a point, and bid­ding over them. He rarely found two deal­ers agree in judg­ment. He once bought a wa­ter-​col­or from the artist him­self out of his stu­dio, and had it doubt­ed an hour af­ter­wards by the deal­er to whose place he took it for fram­ing He was re­duced to ad­mit that he could not prove its au­then­tic­ity; in­ter­nal ev­idence was against it.

One morn­ing in ear­ly Ju­ly, 1867, Pal­grave stopped at the Lega­tion in Port­land Place on his way down­town, and of­fered to take Adams to Sothe­by’s, where a small col­lec­tion of old draw­ings was on show. The col­lec­tion was rather a cu­ri­ous one, said to be that of Sir An­tho­ny West­comb, from Liv­er­pool, with an undis­turbed record of a cen­tu­ry, but with noth­ing to at­tract no­tice. Prob­ably none but col­lec­tors or ex­perts ex­am­ined the port­fo­lios. Some dozens of these were al­ways on hand, fol­low­ing ev­ery sale, and es­pe­cial­ly on the look­out for old draw­ings, which be­came rar­er ev­ery year. Turn­ing rapid­ly over the num­bers, Pal­grave stopped at one con­tain­ing sev­er­al small draw­ings, one marked as Rem­brandt, one as Rafael; and putting his fin­ger on the Rafael, af­ter care­ful ex­am­ina­tion; “I should buy this,” he said; “it looks to me like one of those things that sell for five shillings one day, and fifty pounds the next.” Adams marked it for a bid, and the next morn­ing came down to the auc­tion. The num­bers sold slow­ly, and at noon he thought he might safe­ly go to lunch. When he came back, half an hour af­ter­wards, the draw­ing was gone. Much an­noyed at his own stu­pid­ity, since Pal­grave had ex­press­ly said he want­ed the draw­ing for him­self if he had not in a man­ner giv­en it to Adams, the cul­prit wait­ed for the sale to close, and then asked the clerk for the name of the buy­er. It was Hol­loway, the art-​deal­er, near Covent Gar­den, whom he slight­ly knew. Go­ing at once to the shop he wait­ed till young Hol­loway came in, with his pur­chas­es un­der his arm, and with­out at­tempt at pref­ace, he said: “You bought to-​day, Mr. Hol­loway, a num­ber that I want­ed. Do you mind let­ting me have it?” Hol­loway took out the par­cel, looked over the draw­ings, and said that he had bought the num­ber for the sake of the Rem­brandt, which he thought pos­si­bly gen­uine; tak­ing that out, Adams might have the rest for the price he paid for the lot — twelve shillings.

Thus, down to that mo­ment, ev­ery ex­pert in Lon­don had prob­ably seen these draw­ings. Two of them — on­ly two — had thought them worth buy­ing at any price, and of these two, Pal­grave chose the Rafael, Hol­loway the one marked as Rem­brandt. Adams, the pur­chas­er of the Rafael, knew noth­ing what­ev­er on the sub­ject, but thought he might cred­it him­self with ed­uca­tion to the val­ue of twelve shillings, and call the draw­ing noth­ing. Such items of ed­uca­tion com­mon­ly came high­er.

He took the draw­ing to Pal­grave. It was close­ly past­ed to an old, rather thin, card­board mount, and, on hold­ing it up to the win­dow, one could see lines on the re­verse. “Take it down to Reed at the British Mu­se­um,” said Pal­grave; “he is Cu­ra­tor of the draw­ings, and, if you ask him, he will have it tak­en off the mount.” Adams amused him­self for a day or two by search­ing Rafael’s works for the fig­ure, which he found at last in the Par­nas­so, the fig­ure of Ho­race, of which, as it hap­pened — though Adams did not know it — the British Mu­se­um owned a much fin­er draw­ing. At last he took the dirty, lit­tle, un­fin­ished red-​chalk sketch to Reed whom he found in the Cu­ra­tor’s room, with some of the finest Rafael draw­ings in ex­is­tence, hang­ing on the walls. “Yes!” said Mr Reed; “I no­ticed this at the sale; but it’s not Rafael!” Adams, feel­ing him­self in­com­pe­tent to dis­cuss this sub­ject, re­port­ed the re­sult to Pal­grave, who said that Reed knew noth­ing about it. Al­so this point lay be­yond Adams’s com­pe­tence; but he not­ed that Reed was in the em­ploy of the British Mu­se­um as Cu­ra­tor of the best — or near­ly the best — col­lec­tion in the world, es­pe­cial­ly of Rafaels, and that he bought for the Mu­se­um. As ex­pert he had re­ject­ed both the Rafael and the Rem­brandt at first-​sight, and af­ter his at­ten­tion was re­called to the Rafael for a fur­ther opin­ion he re­ject­ed it again.

A week lat­er, Adams re­turned for the draw­ing, which Mr. Reed took out of his draw­er and gave him, say­ing with what seemed a lit­tle doubt or hes­ita­tion: “I should tell you that the pa­per shows a wa­ter-​mark, which I kind the same as that of pa­per used by Marc An­to­nio.” A lit­tle tak­en back by this method of study­ing art, a method which even a poor and ig­no­rant Amer­ican might use as well as Rafael him­self, Adams asked stupid­ly: “Then you think it gen­uine?” “Pos­si­bly!” replied Reed; “but much over­drawn.”

Here was ex­pert opin­ion af­ter a sec­ond re­vise, with help of wa­ter-​marks! In Adams’s opin­ion it was alone worth an­oth­er twelve shillings as ed­uca­tion; but this was not all. Reed con­tin­ued: “The lines on the back seem to be writ­ing, which I can­not read, but if you will take it down to the manuscript-​room, they will read it for you.”

Adams took the sheet down to the keep­er of the manuscripts and begged him to read the lines. The keep­er, af­ter a few min­utes’ study, very oblig­ing­ly said he could not: “It is scratched with an artist’s cray­on, very rapid­ly, with many un­usu­al ab­bre­vi­ations and old forms. If any one in Eu­rope can read it, it is the old man at the ta­ble yon­der, Lib­ri! Take it to him!”

This ex­pert broke down on the al­pha­bet! He could not even judge a manuscript; but Adams had no right to com­plain, for he had noth­ing to pay, not even twelve shillings, though he thought these ex­perts worth more, at least for his ed­uca­tion. Ac­cord­ing­ly he car­ried his pa­per to Lib­ri, a to­tal stranger to him, and asked the old man, as def­er­en­tial­ly as pos­si­ble, to tell him whether the lines had any mean­ing. Had Adams not been an ig­no­rant per­son he would have known all about Lib­ri, but his ig­no­rance was vast, and per­haps was for the best. Lib­ri looked at the pa­per, and then looked again, and at last bade him sit down and wait. Half an hour passed be­fore he called Adams back and showed him these lines:– “Or questo cre­do ben che una el­le­ria Te of­fende tan­to che te offese il core. Perche sei grande nol sei in tua vo­lia; Tu ve­di e gia non cre­di il tuo val­ore; Pas­sate gia son tutte gelosie; Tu sei di sas­so; non hai piu do­lore.”

As far as Adams could af­ter­wards re­call it, this was Lib­ri’s read­ing, but he added that the ab­bre­vi­ations were many and un­usu­al; that the writ­ing was very an­cient; and that the word he read as “el­le­ria” in the first line was not Ital­ian at all.

By this time, one had got too far be­yond one’s depth to ask ques­tions. If Lib­ri could not read Ital­ian, very clear­ly Adams had bet­ter not of­fer to help him. He took the draw­ing, thanked ev­ery­body, and hav­ing ex­haust­ed the ex­perts of the British Mu­se­um, took a cab to Wool­ner’s stu­dio, where he showed the fig­ure and re­peat­ed Reed’s opin­ion. Wool­ner snort­ed: “Reed’s a fool!” he said; “he knows noth­ing about it; there maybe a rot­ten line or two, but the draw­ing’s all right.”

For forty years Adams kept this draw­ing on his man­tel­piece, part­ly for its own in­ter­est, but large­ly for cu­rios­ity to see whether any crit­ic or artist would ev­er stop to look at it. None ev­er did, un­less he knew the sto­ry. Adams him­self nev­er want­ed to know more about it. He re­fused to seek fur­ther light. He nev­er cared to learn whether the draw­ing was Rafael’s, or whether the verse were Rafael’s, or whether even the wa­ter-​mark was Rafael’s. The ex­perts — some scores of them in­clud­ing the British Mu­se­um, — had af­firmed that the draw­ing was worth a cer­tain moi­ety of twelve shillings. On that point, al­so, Adams could of­fer no opin­ion, but he was clear that his ed­uca­tion had prof­it­ed by it to that ex­tent — his amuse­ment even more.

Art was a su­perb field for ed­uca­tion, but at ev­ery turn he met the same old fig­ure, like a bat­tered and il­leg­ible sign­post that ought to di­rect him to the next sta­tion but nev­er did. There was no next sta­tion. All the art of a thou­sand — or ten thou­sand — years had brought Eng­land to stuff which Pal­grave and Wool­ner brayed in their mor­tars; de­rid­ed, tore in tat­ters, growled at, and howled at, and treat­ed in terms be­yond lit­er­ary us­age. Whistler had not yet made his ap­pear­ance in Lon­don, but the oth­ers did quite as well. What re­sult could a stu­dent reach from it? Once, on re­turn­ing to Lon­don, din­ing with Stop­ford Brooke, some one asked Adams what im­pres­sion the Roy­al Acade­my Ex­hi­bi­tion made on him. With a lit­tle hes­ita­tion, he sug­gest­ed that it was rather a chaos, which he meant for ci­vil­ity; but Stop­ford Brooke abrupt­ly met it by ask­ing whether chaos were not bet­ter than death. Tru­ly the ques­tion was worth dis­cus­sion. For his own part, Adams in­clined to think that nei­ther chaos nor death was an ob­ject to him as a searcher of knowl­edge — nei­ther would have vogue in Amer­ica — nei­ther would help him to a ca­reer. Both of them led him away from his ob­jects, in­to an En­glish dilet­tante mu­se­um of scraps, with noth­ing but a wall-​pa­per to unite them in any re­la­tion of se­quence. Pos­si­bly En­glish taste was one de­gree more fa­tal than En­glish schol­ar­ship, but even this ques­tion was open to ar­gu­ment. Adams went to the sales and bought what he was told to buy; now a clas­si­cal draw­ing by Rafael or Rubens; now a wa­ter-​col­or by Girtin or Cot­man, if pos­si­ble un­fin­ished be­cause it was more like­ly to be a sketch from na­ture; and he bought them not be­cause they went to­geth­er — on the con­trary, they made rather awk­ward spots on the wall as they did on the mind — but be­cause he could af­ford to buy those, and not oth­ers. Ten pounds did not go far to buy a Michael An­ge­lo, but was a great deal of mon­ey to a pri­vate sec­re­tary. The ef­fect was spot­ty, frag­men­tary, fee­ble; and the more so be­cause the British mind was con­struct­ed in that way — boast­ed of it, and held it to be true phi­los­ophy as well as sound method.

What was worse, no one had a right to de­nounce the En­glish as wrong. Ar­tis­ti­cal­ly their mind was scrap­py, and ev­ery one knew it, but per­haps thought it­self, his­to­ry, and na­ture, were scrap­py, and ought to be stud­ied so. Turn­ing from British art to British lit­er­ature, one met the same dan­gers. The his­tor­ical school was a play­ground of traps and pit­falls. Fa­tal­ly one fell in­to the sink of his­to­ry — an­ti­quar­ian­ism. For one who nour­ished a nat­ural weak­ness for what was called his­to­ry, the whole of British lit­er­ature in the nine­teenth cen­tu­ry was an­ti­quar­ian­ism or anec­do­tage, for no one ex­cept Buck­le had tried to link it with ideas, and com­mon­ly Buck­le was re­gard­ed as hav­ing failed. Macaulay was the En­glish his­to­ri­an. Adams had the great­est ad­mi­ra­tion for Macaulay, but he felt that any one who should even dis­tant­ly im­itate Macaulay would per­ish in self-​con­tempt. One might as well im­itate Shake­speare. Yet ev­ident­ly some­thing was wrong here, for the po­et and the his­to­ri­an ought to have dif­fer­ent meth­ods, and Macaulay’s method ought to be im­itable if it were sound; yet the method was more doubt­ful than the style. He was a drama­tist; a painter; a po­et, like Car­lyle. This was the En­glish mind, method, ge­nius, or what­ev­er one might call it; but one nev­er could quite ad­mit that the method which end­ed in Froude and Kinglake could be sound for Amer­ica where pas­sion and po­et­ry were ec­cen­tric­ities. Both Froude and Kinglake, when one met them at din­ner, were very agree­able, very in­tel­li­gent; and per­haps the En­glish method was right, and art frag­men­tary by essence. His­to­ry, like ev­ery­thing else, might be a field of scraps, like the refuse about a Stafford­shire iron-​fur­nace. One felt a lit­tle nat­ural re­luc­tance to de­cline and fall like Silas Wegg on the gold­en dust-​heap of British refuse; but if one must, one could at least ex­pect a de­gree from Ox­ford and the re­spect of the Athenaeum Club.

While drift­ing, af­ter the war end­ed, many old Amer­ican friends came abroad for a hol­iday, and among the rest, Dr. Pal­frey, busy with his “His­to­ry of New Eng­land.” Of all the relics of child­hood, Dr. Pal­frey was the most sym­pa­thet­ic, and per­haps the more so be­cause he, too, had wan­dered in­to the pleas­ant mead­ows of an­ti­quar­ian­ism, and had for­got­ten the world in his pur­suit of the New Eng­land Pu­ri­tan. Al­though Amer­ica seemed be­com­ing more and more in­dif­fer­ent to the Pu­ri­tan ex­cept as a slight­ly ro­co­co or­na­ment, he was on­ly the more amus­ing as a study for the Monkbarns of Boston Bay, and Dr. Pal­frey took him se­ri­ous­ly, as his cler­ical ed­uca­tion re­quired. His work was rather an Apolo­gia in the Greek sense; a jus­ti­fi­ca­tion of the ways of God to Man, or, what was much the same thing, of Pu­ri­tans to oth­er men; and the task of jus­ti­fi­ca­tion was oner­ous enough to re­quire the oc­ca­sion­al re­lief of a con­trast or scape­goat. When Dr. Pal­frey hap­pened on the pic­turesque but un­pu­ri­tan­ic fig­ure of Cap­tain John Smith, he felt no call to beau­ti­fy Smith’s pic­ture or to de­fend his moral char­ac­ter; he be­came im­par­tial and pen­etrat­ing. The fa­mous sto­ry of Poc­ahon­tas roused his la­tent New Eng­land scep­ti­cism. He sug­gest­ed to Adams, who want­ed to make a po­si­tion for him­self, that an ar­ti­cle in the North Amer­ican Re­view on Cap­tain John Smith’s re­la­tions with Poc­ahon­tas would at­tract as much at­ten­tion, and prob­ably break as much glass, as any oth­er stone that could be thrown by a be­gin­ner. Adams could sug­gest noth­ing bet­ter. The task seemed like­ly to be amus­ing. So he plant­ed him­self in the British Mu­se­um and pa­tient­ly worked over all the ma­te­ri­al he could find, un­til, at last, af­ter three or four months of la­bor, he got it in shape and sent it to Charles Nor­ton, who was then edit­ing the North Amer­ican. Mr. Nor­ton very civil­ly and even kind­ly ac­cept­ed it. The ar­ti­cle ap­peared in Jan­uary, 1867.

Sure­ly, here was some­thing to pon­der over, as a step in ed­uca­tion; some­thing that tend­ed to stag­ger a scep­tic! In spite of per­son­al wish­es, in­ten­tions, and prej­udices; in spite of civ­il wars and diplo­mat­ic ed­uca­tion; in spite of de­ter­mi­na­tion to be ac­tu­al, dai­ly, and prac­ti­cal, Hen­ry Adams found him­self, at twen­ty-​eight, still in En­glish so­ci­ety, dragged on one side in­to En­glish dilet­tan­tism, which of all dilet­tan­tism he held the most fu­tile; and, on the oth­er, in­to Amer­ican an­ti­quar­ian­ism, which of all an­ti­quar­ian­ism he held the most fool­ish. This was the re­sult of five years in Lon­don. Even then he knew it to be a false start. He had whol­ly lost his way. If he were ev­er to amount to any­thing, he must be­gin a new ed­uca­tion, in a new place, with a new pur­pose.